Raph’s Radio

I find myself in a difficult, yet interesting situation. From my sudden perspective it seems as if the present moment is one-upping past time in each second that passes. With each second there are a thousand other tiny battles that culminate victors which need a claimant to announce those that are victorious. These moments are where sight, smell, touch, taste, and hearing make choices. Weirdly enough, these choices don’t reflect the time. These choices reflect me.

I’ve never thought of myself as some holier than thou type being. I don’t know if I’ve ever liked myself. I think I’ve applied myself to the things that I love like music, cinema, writing, and photography. I like the work. It makes sense. When I look in the mirror its like looking at math: It doesn’t make sense. I feel a slight warmth of hate when I see myself for this reason alone. If you’ve ever been unsure as to what Raph’s Radio is then today on January 9th of 2024, I have an explanation for you.

Raph’s Radio is a culmination of art forms I love, merged into to one abstract thesis intended to clarify my reason to breathe. It is hundreds of thousands of decisions every week; years of loss and searching. It is the only place you can hear me. It is the one place I’m close to loving what may be or may not be whoever it is that I am.

I’ve made a decision to put all of my creative talents into my new show on Youtube, respectively named, Raph’s Radio. Episode one debuted this past Saturday, so if you’re just now learning of it, please follow this link and tell me what you think in the comments.

P.S. Welcome to Raph’s Radio. (Some stills from Episode one below)